1月25日，雪灾=天灾
3月14日，藏独=人祸
5月12日，地震=地灾
1+2+5=8
3+1+4=8
5+1+2=8
08年08月08日奥运会巧合？
地震发生那天正好是距08年08月08日奥运会还差88天在这个，都是巧合！
真是佩服李白，在唐朝就知道今年奥运,地震了：
北暮苍山兰舟四
京无落霞缀清川
奥年叶落缘分地
运水微漾人却震。
前四个字 – 北京奥运
后四个字 – 四川地震！
Dun u think that this is just too scary that these incidents just happen so coincidentally…….people might think that this is just a 迷信 but there are many things that are better to believe than to ignore and besides that this particular event the Olympics will have many people participating in it….
Now some people are saying that the date chosen for The Olympics to start off is not an auspicious day..some think that due to the fact of the arrival of a major event, this is what the people have to endure before the event, but no one can prove anything whether this earthquake got anything to do with the Olympics after all…..
Watched the live telecast of the <让爱川流不息>was totally amazed by this particular woman…she is a police woman who lives in 四川 but does not work there therefore she is not affected by the earthquake. However her whole family was killed including her child and parents. Regardless of their deaths she has to forced herself to carry on working, helping the rescuers to bring out the bodies and taking care of those who are being rescued. But finally she could not withstand it anymore and she just fainted. I almost cried after watching it. I heard from my mum that there was a similar case but the woman is a nurse. So same as the police woman, she has to help out in the rescue work in the day and when night falls she cries alone with the fact that her family is gone.
This is totally just so scary. People lose their entire family members in a few hours time. Some do not even get to see the bodies of the family members. In the show, there was a picture of a baby girl which is only a few months old who was just rescued out from the rubble. She was looking at the rescuer who was carrying her so innocently and smiling. She looks so….well…then the hosts actually shared another story of this lady who actually pre-typed a message in her phone before she died…the message was something like that…宝贝，要是你还活着，你要记得妈妈很爱你I guess it is something like that….when the rescuers found them, the baby was actually sucking her mum’s nipple for milk but the mum is already dead. It was totally heart-breaking. From here we can actually see that 母亲好伟大哦，宁愿牺牲自己也要保者孩子的命。
I guess sometimes we should really sit down and think that how fortunate we are to be Singaporeans. In Singapore we never have to face with such natural disasters. At most we can feel the tremors in nearby countries. Although we may not have natural resource like other countries, we may not be as rich as the other countries but I guess it is really fortunate to be able to be free from natural disasters except for the floods which occur rarely. Can you imagine being in countries which face any kind of natural disaster anytime, people can just pray daily that nothing wrong happens for that particular day…
Thursday, May 29, 2008
natural disasters
忽然觉得很累了，不知如何是好。。。。。。
Haiz long time never update the blog le…not coz dun wan to but coz dun even enough time to sleep let alone blog……well
Saw the disaster at china, Si Chuan through the news…I guess almost the whole thing is gone and all the innocent people who died..I guess those parents who survived must be devastated, their only child gone just like that, some don’t even get to see the body of their children….some people believe that this is retribution while others think this might be the before effect of a major event- The Olympics….
Reports have state that earthquakes will still continue to take place but well……I guess we can just hope that the earthquakes will not claim that many innocent lives away again…
Well back to my world….it’s the e-learning week next week….though I have to go back to poly on wed for cca and on fri for LMS…..what the hell lor…I just the presentation or LMS and the following week the group have to come up with the draft for the next assignment….what in the world men…..so packed….
Haiz long time never update the blog le…not coz dun wan to but coz dun even enough time to sleep let alone blog……well
Saw the disaster at china, Si Chuan through the news…I guess almost the whole thing is gone and all the innocent people who died..I guess those parents who survived must be devastated, their only child gone just like that, some don’t even get to see the body of their children….some people believe that this is retribution while others think this might be the before effect of a major event- The Olympics….
Reports have state that earthquakes will still continue to take place but well……I guess we can just hope that the earthquakes will not claim that many innocent lives away again…
Well back to my world….it’s the e-learning week next week….though I have to go back to poly on wed for cca and on fri for LMS…..what the hell lor…I just the presentation or LMS and the following week the group have to come up with the draft for the next assignment….what in the world men…..so packed….
Monday, May 12, 2008
a wrong decision
i guess i seriously made a wrong decision...as in whether to come to a JC or poly.....my first thought was that JC would be tough with all the GP papers and everything, now i start to realise that poly might not be such a good choice after all.....
maybe is the course that i am in, the people in the class are like pros who are able to understand whatever the lecturer or tutor has said.....but i amm like there struggling to keep up...what to do???
besides it is so stresssful to study in a poly....i reached home at like 6 plus almst daily, then there is this CCA,'klavienensemble'(dun really remember the spelling) in other words it is just a piano club...the cca starts at like 6.30pm on every wednesday...thus by the time i reached home it will be like wow earliest would be 11pm....where everyone in the family is asleep.....
with all the tutorials and projects coming up, i seriously think when i will juz break down or sth.....this is just so sian....maybe i might fail my modules and have to retain....then it will affeect my everything.............i guess......
well,this is really just .....well dun really know how to put it into words, finding someone to talk to but dun really know, want to tell e parents but dun wan to add stress on them....it is already so expensive to study in a pol and such, still pressurise them, maybe one day i might just go and end my life somehow.....will it be better.......
it is week 5 le, the exams are coming le....prepare and more more preparation.......my like is all bout studies now.........studying and more studying.........adults often tell the younger generation to cherish their time spent in sch, we will regret not putting in our best when we are grown up.....i guess this might be true in a way or another...pple often look back and believe that whatever that they have been through in the past will be better than whtever they are doing now.....well still nursing the flu...haix hope i will mak eit through at least for the first semester.............................................................
maybe is the course that i am in, the people in the class are like pros who are able to understand whatever the lecturer or tutor has said.....but i amm like there struggling to keep up...what to do???
besides it is so stresssful to study in a poly....i reached home at like 6 plus almst daily, then there is this CCA,'klavienensemble'(dun really remember the spelling) in other words it is just a piano club...the cca starts at like 6.30pm on every wednesday...thus by the time i reached home it will be like wow earliest would be 11pm....where everyone in the family is asleep.....
with all the tutorials and projects coming up, i seriously think when i will juz break down or sth.....this is just so sian....maybe i might fail my modules and have to retain....then it will affeect my everything.............i guess......
well,this is really just .....well dun really know how to put it into words, finding someone to talk to but dun really know, want to tell e parents but dun wan to add stress on them....it is already so expensive to study in a pol and such, still pressurise them, maybe one day i might just go and end my life somehow.....will it be better.......
it is week 5 le, the exams are coming le....prepare and more more preparation.......my like is all bout studies now.........studying and more studying.........adults often tell the younger generation to cherish their time spent in sch, we will regret not putting in our best when we are grown up.....i guess this might be true in a way or another...pple often look back and believe that whatever that they have been through in the past will be better than whtever they are doing now.....well still nursing the flu...haix hope i will mak eit through at least for the first semester.............................................................
.....a new day....
well woke up early in the morning to go sch at 9...have a very bad flu but have to go to sch.....however the POA quiz that i was to do today was postponed due to errors int he internet connection in sch...what the hell is this....i came even though i was sick then it's like postponed....so sian....
now come sch like come to be tortured....everyone else seems so relaxed yet i am there fretting about things....am i juz purely insane.....haix dun noe what to do bout it but anyway i saw ver today during lunchtime...she screamed by name out as if she wanted me to make frenz with the whole canteen of people....how embarassing...lucky she did not called 'the other name'....=)
today got a 2 hour break thus had the time to caome up here tol blog....now i realised blogging is fun as u can express all your feelings and anger and whatsoever here haha
okie shall stop here today go surf the net le...jia you....=)
now come sch like come to be tortured....everyone else seems so relaxed yet i am there fretting about things....am i juz purely insane.....haix dun noe what to do bout it but anyway i saw ver today during lunchtime...she screamed by name out as if she wanted me to make frenz with the whole canteen of people....how embarassing...lucky she did not called 'the other name'....=)
today got a 2 hour break thus had the time to caome up here tol blog....now i realised blogging is fun as u can express all your feelings and anger and whatsoever here haha
okie shall stop here today go surf the net le...jia you....=)
Sunday, May 11, 2008
My trip on the "flyer"
after all the sad thoughts let me share sth interesting...
i went to the Singapore flyer today...
Facts: there are 28 capsules....for every capsule it cna contain to a maximum of 28 passengers...the flyer is 156 metres tall and it cost 240 thousand to construct(if i am not wrong)
i went with my relatives who came from Sabah and some others frm S'pore....they are all old folks and u can guess there walking speed haha....the flyer operates just like the cable cars...u have to hop on as the capsule moves along unless there is a pram or wheelchair.....then the capsule will stop....
u can't realy feel that the capsule is moving as it is air conditioned nd u cannot feel the wind....even when u are at the top u can't feel anything...maybe they should have open windows where the whole capsule might shake gently due to wind... in this way it might even attract more tourists there too haha....
my dad was like saying maybe next time we can try e DHL hot-air ballon....the ballon will rise to a height of 180m in the future....then it might be more exciting...haha....
oh and from the capsule, u cna practically see the whole of Singapore..almost cos some cannot be seen due to the many high rise buildings around....oh i saw part of the F1 race-where the pit-stop is and where the people will be sitting...i heard that one ticket to the F1 race costs $7,500...wow i guess it is only for the rich haha.....i oso saw the constuction of the IR...it is just damn amazing..no wonder they say that about 90% of S'pore cranes are there...i guess the IR will certainly look very grand and beautiful
went to this particular hotel called Ritz Cartlon(not sure of the spelling) but anyway although it looks simple and plain on the outside but it is actually a hotel which has a Six-star rating...i was totally shocked...i guess this get to show - never judge a book by its cover...in this case it is never judge a hotel by its appearance..haha
oh brother fell sick le...germs all around the hse my god....got to stay away from him lest i get the disease haha.....
i went to the Singapore flyer today...
Facts: there are 28 capsules....for every capsule it cna contain to a maximum of 28 passengers...the flyer is 156 metres tall and it cost 240 thousand to construct(if i am not wrong)
i went with my relatives who came from Sabah and some others frm S'pore....they are all old folks and u can guess there walking speed haha....the flyer operates just like the cable cars...u have to hop on as the capsule moves along unless there is a pram or wheelchair.....then the capsule will stop....
u can't realy feel that the capsule is moving as it is air conditioned nd u cannot feel the wind....even when u are at the top u can't feel anything...maybe they should have open windows where the whole capsule might shake gently due to wind... in this way it might even attract more tourists there too haha....
my dad was like saying maybe next time we can try e DHL hot-air ballon....the ballon will rise to a height of 180m in the future....then it might be more exciting...haha....
oh and from the capsule, u cna practically see the whole of Singapore..almost cos some cannot be seen due to the many high rise buildings around....oh i saw part of the F1 race-where the pit-stop is and where the people will be sitting...i heard that one ticket to the F1 race costs $7,500...wow i guess it is only for the rich haha.....i oso saw the constuction of the IR...it is just damn amazing..no wonder they say that about 90% of S'pore cranes are there...i guess the IR will certainly look very grand and beautiful
went to this particular hotel called Ritz Cartlon(not sure of the spelling) but anyway although it looks simple and plain on the outside but it is actually a hotel which has a Six-star rating...i was totally shocked...i guess this get to show - never judge a book by its cover...in this case it is never judge a hotel by its appearance..haha
oh brother fell sick le...germs all around the hse my god....got to stay away from him lest i get the disease haha.....
thinking....:(
Was told to read this particular blog today….after reading it had a lot of ‘gan chu’…. Dun noe how to describe but after reading the blog felt that friendship is really fragile, it might just come to an end anytime….
Today u might be friends with this person, the next minute u might have already become enemies….no one knows anything except for the people involved….why is it that for this generation nothing seems to last long…friendship...love….family bonds….
NOTHING SEEMS TO LAST…..WHY?
Is it just by silly thinking or is this the fact that I am facing right now…friends can just disappear and they might treat u like a stranger the next day u meet him/her again…..
Friends….back-stabbing…. I guess the feeling when one knows he/she is being back-stabbed is really very hurting…but why would one do that…
Is it because that person really hate the other party that much or purely for fun or just to break the relationship or just for revenge…..are humans really that evil? Are there any kind souls left in the world? Will there really be retribution when one dies? I really wonder……
How will one die…someday I really hope that there might be a machine which can tell when one will die…maybe we will be more prepared in a way as in leave in a more peaceful way without worrying whether the children will fight for whatever that is left behind….maybe they can even arrange for both the man and woman to die together…..will it be better in this way?
Maybe there will be this invention someday……….
Today u might be friends with this person, the next minute u might have already become enemies….no one knows anything except for the people involved….why is it that for this generation nothing seems to last long…friendship...love….family bonds….
NOTHING SEEMS TO LAST…..WHY?
Is it just by silly thinking or is this the fact that I am facing right now…friends can just disappear and they might treat u like a stranger the next day u meet him/her again…..
Friends….back-stabbing…. I guess the feeling when one knows he/she is being back-stabbed is really very hurting…but why would one do that…
Is it because that person really hate the other party that much or purely for fun or just to break the relationship or just for revenge…..are humans really that evil? Are there any kind souls left in the world? Will there really be retribution when one dies? I really wonder……
How will one die…someday I really hope that there might be a machine which can tell when one will die…maybe we will be more prepared in a way as in leave in a more peaceful way without worrying whether the children will fight for whatever that is left behind….maybe they can even arrange for both the man and woman to die together…..will it be better in this way?
Maybe there will be this invention someday……….
Monday, May 5, 2008
my feelings
Hello
Today I had the urge to do up a blog and write my feelings in it.
It’s juz the start of poly life and I am entering the 4th week of poly life. I am starting to wonder if I had made the right decision to go to a poly instead of a JC. I had always thought that poly would be fun and might be less stress than JC but my thinking seems to be very wrong in the first place. Haha….wondering whether if I really have the ability to cope with the life in poly.
Everyone in the class seems to be able to understand all the lectures and the tutorials so well that they are able to do other things at the same time while the lectures or the tutorials are going on. While I am there struggling to understand what the lecturer or the tutor is trying to explain. Maybe I should do something about it but I am like…..
Come to think it, it’s only the end of 3rd week in poly when I come to realize that poly life isn’t as fun and entertaining that I have thought of in the very beginning. Maybe it is the fact that lessons do not end that early and the tempo in poly life is also as fast as that of JC, I guess……but my other friend seem to be enjoying their poly life very happily. They do seem to be undergoing the stress that I am going through….i have started to wonder if I am the one who is stupid…. I hoped to tell someone about my€ feelings but I seriously don’t know who to turn to… I wanted to tell my parents about this but I guess when I let them know about this matter they will only start to worry about me…. And besides I know that my dad had put in a lot of money for me to go to study in a poly plus all the money to buy all the textbooks and laptop… I seriously do not want them to worry about me…. At the same time I do not want to disappoint them…… I am starting to wonder if I would just give up someday and there goes my life…….
The common test is coming out soon….. I am still halfway there… starting to worry about what will happen for my common test…. Maybe my life might just come to a complete stop one day…..but taking our own life will still have to go to court and this might even cause more problems for the family….maybe that is not a good choice anyway…. Well maybe one day when I stop posting my feelings on this blog… that will be the end of me….
Today I had the urge to do up a blog and write my feelings in it.
It’s juz the start of poly life and I am entering the 4th week of poly life. I am starting to wonder if I had made the right decision to go to a poly instead of a JC. I had always thought that poly would be fun and might be less stress than JC but my thinking seems to be very wrong in the first place. Haha….wondering whether if I really have the ability to cope with the life in poly.
Everyone in the class seems to be able to understand all the lectures and the tutorials so well that they are able to do other things at the same time while the lectures or the tutorials are going on. While I am there struggling to understand what the lecturer or the tutor is trying to explain. Maybe I should do something about it but I am like…..
Come to think it, it’s only the end of 3rd week in poly when I come to realize that poly life isn’t as fun and entertaining that I have thought of in the very beginning. Maybe it is the fact that lessons do not end that early and the tempo in poly life is also as fast as that of JC, I guess……but my other friend seem to be enjoying their poly life very happily. They do seem to be undergoing the stress that I am going through….i have started to wonder if I am the one who is stupid…. I hoped to tell someone about my€ feelings but I seriously don’t know who to turn to… I wanted to tell my parents about this but I guess when I let them know about this matter they will only start to worry about me…. And besides I know that my dad had put in a lot of money for me to go to study in a poly plus all the money to buy all the textbooks and laptop… I seriously do not want them to worry about me…. At the same time I do not want to disappoint them…… I am starting to wonder if I would just give up someday and there goes my life…….
The common test is coming out soon….. I am still halfway there… starting to worry about what will happen for my common test…. Maybe my life might just come to a complete stop one day…..but taking our own life will still have to go to court and this might even cause more problems for the family….maybe that is not a good choice anyway…. Well maybe one day when I stop posting my feelings on this blog… that will be the end of me….
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